Keep Me On The Road

Sometimes, I need to vent and I was surprised to see how many people read that article about how I was venting about some failures I recently experienced. I also remember doing the same thing when I was anxious to find out the results of the certification exams I had to take to practice in…

Anxiety from Fear of Failure

Nobody likes to fail, that's a fact. Many people have achieved success through many failures first. But when you're in the heat of the moment trying to achieve success it can feel like the road to it is like a fork up ahead and if you fail, you fail, and it's final. I have experienced…

Okay Then, Bye Instagram!

For the last 72+ hours my anxiety has been through the roof about what I'm about to tell you. I lost a ton of sleep, I lost my appetite, I lost my Instagram. My personal Instagram account that I remade at some point in early 2017 (?) I think. I was first driven away from…

Learning to Drive with Anxiety

It's time I touch base on this. I've finally made a commitment to getting my driver's license and will finish the process this time. I remember having thoughts that I didn't need to drive, but as time went by, I grew tired of public transit where I had to sit waiting for buses or trains…

Is It Time To Fly?

This is a personal topic I want to touch base on, which may not seem like the best thing to do on a public Internet page like my blog. But as someone who loves to write, there is an enormous advantage to talking about these things. When something begins to nag you, writing it down…

I Am The Face Of Silence

We raise our voices without a sound We are the face of silence Bury our future deep in the ground. If you're an Orden Ogan fan, I have no doubt you sang that with me. Let me tell you, I'm this type of introvert: I will either be a motormouth around you or not make…

We Need New Music Now More Than Ever

I've been planning to write this for a while and in the beginning I thought not to because I don't like to talk about real-world events on my blog that put stress on everybody's shoulders, including my own, but sometimes, I do have to let it out for the sake of my mental health. As…

Downfall – A Twisted Mind

I never thought about reviewing this game. I started to write it and then I changed my mind. But then, I remembered how much I enjoyed the universe this game comes from and its predecessor. I also remembered that if I wanted to review a game, I didn't have to just stick to ones that…

Anxiety Triggers And What To Do About Them

I'm truly flattered by the amount of support and comments that I received the last time I talked about mental health. So, I've decided to share a little more. I mainly talked about anxiety since I think it's something that gets overlooked by other mental conditions. One other particular struggle I deal with in anxiety…

Nothing You Can Do

The most frustrating thing about dealing with anxiety is getting anxious over something beyond your control. You can't stop thinking about it and wish you could do something. When you try to put your mind off of it, the fact that you're powerless against it makes it difficult. I may be fine on the outside…