Anxiety from Fear of Failure

Nobody likes to fail, that's a fact. Many people have achieved success through many failures first. But when you're in the heat of the moment trying to achieve success it can feel like the road to it is like a fork up ahead and if you fail, you fail, and it's final. I have experienced…

I Traded A Tweet For a Toot

What the hell am I talking about you ask? I decided it was time for another change in my online life. I normally don't talk about these things; I just brush them off and stick to the subjects I want to talk about, and I don't do anything unless something affects me. That is what…

Is It Time To Upgrade?

Being a PC gamer has a lot of benefits. The two biggest ones for me is I don't have to fight for one of the TVs to use a console hooked up to them and there are lots of great deals. PC gaming also allows optimization of the graphics to improve the experience as well…

Burn the Silence Down

I actually liked this dream. Being Dragon Master for the entire duration of it. I was flying over a beach at different altitudes watching the people at the resort to make sure everyone was okay. All the way I was singing again, but this time it was Floor Jansen's Fire single. Many times I think…

Day of the Devs Eye-Grabbers

Before I had to work last weekend, I managed to watch a little bit of the Summer Game Fest in 2022 and I had high hopes that I would hear something about Silksong. Sure enough, that game did make an appearance on Xbox and Bethesda's showcase with new gameplay footage revealed yesterday. A friend who…

Smart Stalker

Ever imagined an enemy in a video game who stalks you but wasn't the smartest in the world? Well I just recall dreaming last night that the Sturm from Heisenberg's factory in Village was just like that! It was chasing me through these halls that looked like they were within the factory but I first…

One Month Later After The Breach

So, it's officially been a month now since my Instagram was hacked. How am I doing now? Better actually, I feel like I have become smarter and can spend more time doing things I love to do even more than scrolling the app. I remember in the moment I was devastated at first that I…

Waiting To Board The Deck

Was that a good figure of speech? Probably not, but it's the best way I can think of describing this. As you know, on February 25th the Steam Deck finally launched. It is something that I have been looking forward to since last summer. It was originally supposed to be out by last Christmas but…

I Really Hate Band Promoters

Picture this: you are scrolling through social media to discover one of your favourite bands has announced that they are going on tour. You eagerly go to their page to see if there are any tour dates in your neck of the woods, only to be disappointed that none of the shows are closest to…

Living Dead Girl

I'm alive but I feel like a zombie right now. I haven't done much all week due to being on night shift, yes night shift. I knew I was going to do it someday given my chosen career but my anxiety almost went through the roof preparing for it. Adjusting to the first shift was…